Dearest best friend
I love you so much. You mean absolutely everything to me. Not only are you my boyfriend but you are my best friend. I will miss you dearly but that doesnt mean we have to stop making adventures and memories together. When two hearts are meant for each other no distance is too far, no time is too long, and no other love can break them apart. I love you with all my heart.
We have been through a lot this year and only you and I know that but I wouldnt change it for the world. I think it was better this way and I would do it again if that meant getting you again. I am sad that our time as friends was long and our love was short but we have an eternity to make it stronger.
Thank you for letting me be apart of my life. Sharing your family and a year of your life with me. I would not be here if it werent for you. You keep my engine going and my spirit. I can not in words tell you how much you mean to me. It is out of this world or universe. I love you more then I love life because life is not life without you. I owe so much to you.
I want you do make me a promise. can you do that? I want you to make new friends make memories. Cherish every moment with them. Date other girls. I am not saying you have to like them but I want you to get to know them. I know that you dont like that but please do it for me. I am always loyal to you but I would like it if you did that for me.
I miss you like crazy. This is just another speed bump that we can get over together. As I walked through my door and the thought crossed my mind. This is really happening. I knew it was over the time while I was helping you pack but I had a hard time accepting that it was really happening. It breaks my heart to know that you are 379 miles away and it takes me 5 hrs and 18 minutes to get there. I broke down as you left knowing that it was my last time seeing you for awhile. I always thought in my head what if it is just a nightmare or a joke. But it is so terribly real.
I am so glad that I got to know you, Greg, Tony, Shane, Kelea, Gabby, Hayden and Roberto. You guys are all I have. I love you so very much Elijah Sevin Jardine.
